Confessionsofareformissionrev
Mark Driscoll is one of the sharpest young preachers out there. I recently read his new book: Confessions of a Reformission Rev.: Hard Lessons from an Emerging Missional Church. This wonderful book is a ministerial biography of both Driscoll and Mars Hill Church in Seattle. It is cynical, hilarious, offensive, and brilliant. Here is the closing paragraph:

I wish I did not have to suffer demonic attacks that include seeing raw and real footage of the times my people were raped and molested that plays in my mind like a film even though I was not present.  I wish I did not have to sometimes struggle so mightily to be intimate with my wife.  I wish I did not feel so completely alone, especially when I am in a crowd.  I wish I was not a target for critics who seem to put me on a pedestal only to get a better aim.  I wish I did not have the responsibility of standing before God to give an account for the church that I lead.  I wish I did not have to continually weep while watching people I dearly love shipwreck their faith and lives through folly, rebellion, sin, hard-heartedness, and deception.  I wish I never had to climb on another airplane to go preach the gospel, because the picture of my children crying as I drive away haunts me while I am away from them.  I wish I knew the future and how Jesus will prune me next so that I could wince to lessen its sting before the blow lands.  But Jesus has called me to trust him by faith and to endure more pruning so that more fruit can be harvested for his kingdom.  And for this reason, it is my deepest wish that Jesus keep pruning me, because I love him, want to be with him, want to be like him, and enjoy being on mission with him more than anything.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done.

Amen.